WHY ‘CONSTANTLY’???
The hardest things to deal with are the things you care about the most. CONSTANTLY describes my struggle with the 2 things that mean the most to me: LOVE & MUSIC.
What do you struggle with (constantly)???

CONSTANTLY Lyrics

(CHORUS)
Said I’m CONSTANTLY, CONSTANTLY getting my head in the way of my heart
I’m caught up in the game ’cause it’s constantly changing
But I’ll be the same until the day that I make it…

(VERSE 1 – About Love)
Listen…
I know she loved me
I know she cared
She did her best to hold on, told me that I was scared
Looking at pictures, her eyes shine brighter than the flash on the digital when I held her

I can probably count how many times I said ‘I Love You’ on one palm
It’s funny you never know how much you’ll miss ‘em till they’re gone
Till it’s over, it’s over… But it’s far from over…

Nah, I’m not giving up.
But I’ll give you space because I know you need it
My sonic letter, really hoping that you’ll read it
I let you go to be fair, but deep down I hope you miss me
Always kept it 100 that I could only give you 50 percent of my time
You told me it was fine
But I never do commitment ‘less I know I’ll do it right
But, maybe I got it all wrong, I’m hoping I’ll figure it out
Spending my time alone, reminiscing and thinking about how…

(VERSE 2 – About Music)
I don’t know how I got caught up in this music.
I ran from it so long, I thought that I would lose it. Or lose my mind…
It chose me, I didn’t chose it
‘Cause the harsh reality, there’s way more lows than there are highs… so I write about it
Thousands of handwritten pages in my mind
If I don’t put it out, am I just wasting time?
I’m putting in hours to be ready for my future luck
I’m making the music worth everything I’ve given up.

I get caught up in imperfections, worry ’bout the misconceptions of me
Always use ellipses it seems I can’t end a single sentence…
I’m getting better it’s hard ’cause few ever master the art of just getting through what they start
But I’m working on it daily
I know I’d rather have 100 loyal fans than hit the road and play shows in stadiums where no one cares about me
I’m thinking… Should I care less ’bout what I say or do my best to fit the mold so I get paid? Yup.
(I can’t though.)

(VERSE 3)
I wish I had the bliss that ignorance can bring
‘Cause right now I’m more compelled to write songs where I don’t sing at all
You might be thinking that I changed, but I’m really just making sure what I’m saying won’t be lost
I miss my mom bad and my mom-mom too
And I’m just praying that my niece remembers me, she’s almost 2… it’s been too long.
Trying to do this, all the while I’m worried that I’ve given up everything that I’ve ever loved…

‘Cause I’m CONSTANTLY….

Hey everyone!

Personally, one of the greatest parts of being an ARTIST is having the opportunity to share & discuss ideas with other people through songs.  Recently, I’ve entered a phase in my writing where I’m singing about ideas I haven’t really figured out myself (ie: Constantly).  I hope you join in the discussion and even bring up your ideas for everyone to talk about.

It’s my hope that you’ll have a better understanding of my music by getting a look into MY THOUGHTS…

Much love,

-NH